|Thursday, August 4th, 2005|
i had completely forgotten that a livejournal account in my name even existed. |
well whaddya know.
i guess my temporary memory lapse can be attributed to the fact that i am now an avid myspacer(www.myspace.com/aprilanne. i like it better, it's a little more interactive... plus, the sense of voyeurism gives me some kind of creepy gratification). or maybe i could have forgotten because the all the drugs have fried my brain. really, it could be either.
i just wanted to post something here for my own sense of satisfaction, and to say hi to all of you LJers, of course.
|Wednesday, December 29th, 2004|
3:44 pm - Because Shalena Told Me So
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:|
2. Ape Row
3. Ugly April
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. i'm tall
2. i'm smart
3. nice voice
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my nose
2. my nappy hair
3. being poor
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
3. Native American
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
2. the ocean
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
3. my cell phone
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Lloyd Banks
2. Bonnie McKee
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment):
1. Stellar by Incubus
2. Honey by Bonnie McKee
3. I Get High - Lloyd Banks
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. getting a job
2. doing better in school
3. living on my own
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
3. kids (eventually)
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I love Jamie and Erika
2. Vanilla is better than chocolate
3. Drugs are Bad
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. pretty face
2. badass attitude (think colin ferrill)
3. nice eyes
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
2. go in ocean water
3. hurt an animal
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. smoke a cigarette
2. get drunk
3. win the lottery
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
3. work in the movies
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. MEXICO (with my other family)
THREE KID'S NAMES:
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. trip off acid
2. get married
3. accomplish something extremely important
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GUY
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I don't like to get dirty
2. I love shopping and make-up/ fashion
3. I cry when I get really pissed off
THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. BRAD FUCKIN PITT
2. COLIN FUCKING FERRILL
3. Lloyd Banks
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
|Monday, October 18th, 2004|
9:46 pm - why hello there
hmm... it's been a while.|
not much is going on. things are changing. i'm changing. i lost 30 pounds this summer. not bad, but i still have more to go. i keep cutting my hair shorter but it keeps growing right back longer. i have at least 3 men who are supposedly in love with me, one of which has actually told me so, but am interested in none of them. i AM, however, interested in one particularly cute blonde... no need to mention his name, cuz if you need to know, you already do. my college is kicking my ass, but that's what i get for going to a school that longs to be something it's not (i hate to break it to you, dear TCNJ, but you are NOT an Ivy League)... i miss most of you on my friends list, and i'm mad at every one of you for not trying to KIT (jk, jk)... and, as of right now, i am officially too tired to type anymore, so, goodnight.
current mood: sleepy
|Saturday, August 7th, 2004|
4:09 pm - i was bored so i did the South Jersey checklist
You have referred to people as “yous guys”.
You drop the “F-bomb” and its variations very often, particularly while you are driving.
You will always say "YO", and you'll say it often.
You have pondered what area the Sopranos episode in the Pine Barrens was filmed.
“Going into town” means Philly but “going to the city” means New York.
You know all the cops by name in your town and those surrounding it.
If you refer to sprinkles as “jimmies” and like them better that way.
Your town doesn't have a stop light.
You know that mosquitoes come in several sizes.
You are tired of people not believing you’re from Jersey because you don't have a New York accent.
You know what a Benny is.
You know it’s called Great Adventure, not Six Flags.
You know Wawa is not just a store; it's a way of life!
You still find it hard to believe there are states where people pump their own gas
You have to mail your relocated friends TastyKakes
You know what scrapple is and eat it anyway.
You know the Statue of Liberty is really in NJ.
You have to turn right to turn left, and don’t mind at all because its completely natural.
You remember sitting outside at McDonald's.
You've been kicked out of a diner.
Your directions consist of more than one Wawa and diner as landmarks
You've seen 10 cop cars at a diner and thought nothing of it
You say "gimme" instead of give me, or "com' mer" instead of come here.
It's normal to see a Confederate Flag while driving.
You know where more diners are than McDonalds.
You think we should sell north "Joisey" to New York for $24.
You chat with the attendant from the local gas station and you even know his name.
You've gone skinny dipping too many times to count.
You've ever changed clothes or got dressed in the car.
You know that a "Yield" sign is merely a suggestion.
You know someone who graduated high school on the five year plan
You call your grandparents "MomMom" and "PopPop".
You know what Black Friday is.
You went to StoryBook Land as a kid.
You shook hands with Mr Peanut on the boardwalk.
Every time someone in Hollywood makes fun of Jersey, you're mad and proud at the same time.
You know Kool-Aid is called "Bug Juice".
You know yellow really means go faster because the light's about to change.
You leave your car unlocked hoping some one will steal it.
You actually know who has the right away in a circle.
Half of your high school goes to Burlington County College.
You know the difference between corn and horse corn.
Someone has called you a "Hick" and you correct them by saying "I'm a Piney, not a Hick".
Monica Melpass, Dave Thomas, Gary Papa, Lisa Thomas-Lori, and Marc Howard all sound familiar.
You only go to 7-11 for the slurpees.
You think Amish people are amazing and go to Columbus Farmers Market to see them.
Instead of saying "I used the ATM", you say "I tapped the MAC"
You’ve been to Wheaton Village.
You refer to it as Italian ice, not water ice.
The only things to do are the movies, bowling, the diner, or the shore.
You never "go to the beach", you go "down the shore".
You or someone u know has Lyme’s Disease.
You don't understand why there aren't more 24-hour diners elsewhere in the country.
You know what became of the 13th Leeds child, and claim to have seen him one time while peeing in the woods.
You know what a "shoe-bie" is and can pick one out at the beach.
You know that you should get the hell out of Camden before dark.
You can name all the flavors of salt water taffy.
Your car is covered with yellow-green dust from April until May.
You buy Shop-Rite brand food at Shop-Rite.
You can smell and know when it's low tide.
F-16s fly above your house at 150 feet.
You get excited when you see Chopper 6, and you can hum the Action News theme song.
You know that you don't put ketchup on boardwalk fries.
You know how to successfully handle a traffic circle.
You think the Olive Garden is a bunch of crap and should never have open restaurants in South Jersey.
You've hung out at a gravel pit.
You always went to the Franklin Institute when you were a kid.
You know what "cedar water" is.
Your middle school hangout was the mall
You know that ACME is a supermarket, not just a Warner Bros creation.
You had a sandbox.
Even your school made good Italian hoagies.
You've rented a house at the shore for a week every summer
You've lived through hurricanes, nor'easters and fires, but have never seen a tornado, earthquake or volcano.
You have mandatory recycling. Enforced by law.
You don't have to go to red lobster to get fresh seafood.
You've pondered, "Maybe basketball would be more popular in South Jersey if the 76ers and the Nets didn't blow."
You know that Rowan was Glassboro State and TCNJ was Trenton State.
You know New Years is all about the Mummers and the Polar Bear club.
You know what custard is in South Jersey.
Route 206 doesn't freak you out at night.
One time, a sea gull shit all over your head.
You have nearly been run over by a Tram Car in Wildwood or in the Great Adventure parking lot.
You once said, "It smells like Philadelphia in here."
You've waited for the goddamn drawbridge for more than ten minutes.
You even swam in the ocean after the hypodermic needle scare.
There's a fruit and vegetable stand down the road.
You don't take any shit from anybody especially people from New York and Philly, because you live here for Christ's sake and just who the hell do they think they are anyway? Invading our beaches and bars, they are just here for the damn summer and they think they own the damn place...
You know the myth of the New Jersey devil and you think it lives as Gov. Christie Todd Whitman.
|Sunday, August 1st, 2004|
12:44 pm - *hello, old friends*
-life is good now.
-court was okay. i ended up paying 420 dollars worth of fines, but 420 is a very good number so i'm looking at it with a positive outlook.
-now, as i'm sitting here writing this, i find myself completely and hopelessly consumed with my friend Erika's dad. his name is Edwin and he's soooo fiiiiine... hehe... maybe it's just a stupid little teenager crush, but i don't care. i want him.
-my job sucks now of days, but i'm quitting in 2 weeks, so it shouldn't be too bad. the other summer hires are really fun... i've known Jen since last year, and i've known Alicia since i was in elementary school, so at least the faces are familiar and we all get along nicely.
-I AM OBSESSED WITH ASHLEE SIMPSON. Autobiography is currently my favorite CD, and i've worn it out playing it so much. all my buddies are sick to death of it, because whenever we're in the car, that's what's playing. oh well. it's my car, my gas, and my CD player. they'll listen to whatever i tell them to.
... i think that's just about it for now. school starts the August 31st for me, so i'll be commuting up to TCNJ 2 days a week this semester. hopefully i'll see you all around before then.
current mood: happy
|Saturday, July 3rd, 2004|
5:53 pm - *whoops*
i've had my first major life screw up. personally, i don't think it's a very big deal but my mother is taking it really harshly...|
my court date is the 26th. wish me luck.
current mood: annoyed
|Monday, June 21st, 2004|
i got my tongue pierced!!!!!|
so where am i up to now?
two in each earlobe
four in the cartilidge
one in the trague
and one in my tongue
a small butterfly in a heart on my right ankle
a bigger tribal butterfly on my left shoulder blade
so now which body part should i desecrate?
current mood: giddy
|Wednesday, June 9th, 2004|
7:24 pm - lmao
yeah, this sounds about right...|
|april_n_october's LJ stalker is bnit11!|
|bnit11 is stalking you because you said something bad about them on your LJ. They are also eating your food when you aren't looking!|
|Saturday, May 29th, 2004|
10:57 am - *eh*
these past few weeks have been fun.|
i started work. i've yet to be paid. i'm in love with my boss.
i made some new friends. i had a crazy party a couple nights ago with Erika, Dylee, and Jamie. those is some crazy bitches. Dylee was cracking me the fuck up talking about Fraggle Rock. OH MY GOD.
Sharon and i went out shopping and the movies. we saw Mean Girls and the entire time i sat there watching it i felt like Lindsay Lohan was sitting right next to me. Shar reminds me of her SO much it's spooky...
last night i went over to Jessica's and spent the night. Kim was there, too. i don't remember much of what happened...
so that's it. see you guys in another 2 weeks, most likely.
current mood: bouncy
|Sunday, May 23rd, 2004|
4:44 pm - thanks, ethan...
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal. |
some kind of retarded insect just stung the hell out of my foot. god damn.
current mood: crappy
|Friday, May 7th, 2004|
12:16 pm - *yay!*
yesterday was a gorgeous day!|
i ended up spending most of it with Erin. we got hoagies from Broadway and went back to her house to watch Moulin Rouge, my favoritest movie of all time.
i LOVE Erin's house. in the spring, it looks like something plucked straight from a fairy tale. she has this little beach house by her lake that looks like a cottage on the waterfront, and on the shore there are these swings that dangle above the water from a really long branch... to get from the swings to the beach house there's about a 50 foot walk over some stepping stones, and there's no grass at all, just moss... yesterday the sun was shining so bright through the trees that as i walked into the beach house i kind of expected snow white and the dwarfs to pop out at me... i could die happy there.
i'm soooo glad to be rid of TCNJ for the next 3 months. i mean, yeah, when i get back i'm going to have a shitload of people to talk to, and i'm going to be on academic probation, but hey. at least i won't have to live there anymore. muwhahaha.
so it's 12:30 on Friday, and i'm trying to decided what to do with the rest of the day. should i take a shower? get dressed? and then what? *gasp* i know! i'll go shoppppping! horray!!!
current mood: cheerful
|Tuesday, April 27th, 2004|
7:02 pm - *hmm...*
so i'll be living with my older brother until my room is finished. |
there just simply isn't enough room in my little house for all my shit just yet... this is cool, though. i'll have better cable, and i'll have my niece and nephew around all the time to play with. yey.
and i'll also be closer to mandy and erin, which is always a big fat yaaaaay.
starting now, i have 2 weeks until my job on mcguire starts. what shall i do with all this free time?
current mood: tired
1:09 am - *ho hum*
tonight is my very last night at TCNJ. i'm leaving with mixed emotions.
really, i'll only miss a handful of people: meg, jackie, jess, pam, alicia and john. they were the only ones who i really connected with, who i really came to adore, and now that i'm leaving i'll miss the hell out of them... i know i'll see them again, naturally, but still. it'll be strange not being able to run to my T-9 girls whenever i need them.
on the other hand, i'm going to be at home with the P-Town bitches, and they're the only ones i love.
i'm glad i came. i'm glad i experienced college life. i just wish so much of it hadn't sucked.
current mood: contemplative
|Friday, April 23rd, 2004|
11:08 pm - *yey!*
today was a great day.|
this morning one of my professors announced he was cancelling class and the rest of our assignments for the rest of the semester because he didn't "feel like grading papers anymore." awesome.
the Whose Line is it Anyway cast was amazing... Colin was hystarical and I fell in love with Chip Esten... OH MY GOD... what a cutie... they were so funny... i don't think i've ever laughed so hard before in my life. they played a lot of great games that they've never done on the show before, including "the most dangerous improv game ever", which consisted of Colin and Chip being blindfolded in the middle of 100 mouse traps... it was great...
afterward my mom took me to applebees, which was yummy...
i wish every day could be like today.
current mood: sleepy
12:50 pm - ***
I'm writing you this letter to tell you that you are quite possibly the most amazing person on the face of the planet. You don't know it, but that little gesture of kindness you showed me today completely lifted my mood. I mean it. I couldn't stop smiling! Thank you so much for being such an amazing friend. Seriously girl, you're one of the best. I'm sooooo glad I met you way back when... "Can I see your schedule?" You were looking at me for the better part of 5 minutes, contemplating whether or not you should ask... you did, and thus became one of my very best friends ever. I love you soooo much, Amanda Marie!!!
Your Raye ;o)
current mood: loved
|Thursday, April 22nd, 2004|
12:19 pm - *YEY*
i'm excited as hell!!! tomorrow night the Whose Line is it Anyway cast is coming to my school and i have my tickets and i'm all ready for that, and thennnnnnn on saturday i start moving my shit out of my dorm room!!!! |
just 4 more classes and one final, and i'm donnnnnne for the semester. yeyyy!!!!
current mood: crazy
|Saturday, April 10th, 2004|
5:50 pm - *la di da di da*
sometimes i truly believe i am manic depressive. i spent the past week trying to convince myself that suicide was stupid, and all of a sudden i feel like i'm top of the world. things got better just that quick.|
last night i:
went out to dinner with kate. she laughed at me a lot.
went to the Gap and spent too much money on clothes i don't need.
called my Valentine and arranged a date for later this evening
babysat my niece and nephew
talked to megs, who assured me that her problems are larger than mine
watched Lost in Translation
ate cookies 'n' cream ice cream
bought 2 packs of cigarettes :o)
am going out with Alisa
amazingly, all these things have made me feel remarkably better. i'm thinking i just may survive the rest of this semester. even if i am on academic probation.
OH!!! last night my brother went to this screamo concert and came home with his eye all purple and swollen shut. some kid elbowed him in the mosh-pit... it was fucking hilarious. i called megs and we laughed and laughed and laughed...
current mood: ditzy
|Friday, April 9th, 2004|
9:39 pm - *stolen from becky*
1. Grab the book nearest to you and turn to page 18, find line 4, write down what it says: "It's on me. I'll bet that much. It's always on the Old Man..." from Eugene O'Neill's Long Day's Journey Into Night
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can: a crate containing all the shit from my room that I was kicked out of.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Cheaper By The Dozen. It was a DVD, though... Does that count?
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is? 10:00 PM
5. Now look at the clock, what time is it? 9:42 PM
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? Billy Joel
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? I went out with Kate. We went to dinner and the mall.
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at? my yahoo.com mail
9. What are you wearing? Green & White striped Gap tee, Old Navy jeans, socks.
10. What did you dream last night? Can't remember.
11. When did you last laugh? All night with Kate. She made fun of me a lot.
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Lots of Coke shit (my mom collects it). Pictures of airplanes my daddy's flown...
13.Seen anything weird lately? i saw this cat when i was driving home with kate. only, i just saw it's eyes glowing and it really freaked me out.
14. What do you think of this quiz? one of my many obsessions
15. What is the last film you saw? "Cheaper by the Dozen"
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? i'd buy myself a jetta. i know if i was a millionaire i could have better than that, but that's what i want.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i would have spent more money tonight at Gap but i refused to, on the grounds that i could buy more cigarettes if i didn't.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? i'd force everybody to speak english. it'd make things a lot easier for me.
19. Do you like to dance? not particularly. unless it's with one of mah homegirls... then we get nasty freaky...
20. George Bush: www.bushorchimp.com
21a. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Genevieve Jaymes
21b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Jakob Liam (yes, that is Mr. Smith's son's name... but i swear, i liked it before he ever had a baby! oh, and i've already gotten permission from him to use it. ;o) )
22.Would you ever consider living abroad? I'd love to live in Italy or Greece
current mood: cheerful
9:34 pm - *horray!*
1) When was the last, honest to god, time you peed yourself?
Okay. I don't know if this really counts, but a year ago after prom our huge group was driving home from Wildwood through the pineys, and of course there's not a bathroom for like, miles. I really, really had to go, so Matt pulled over and me and Vanessa peed together in the woods. I didn't technically pee on myself, but it wasn't the most hygenic experience of my life either. lol.
2) Would you rather walk around your school shirtless or pantsless- no underwear of anykind. Why?
Shirtless, cuz I kind of like my boobs. ;o)
3) Which teacher in high school had the biggest influence on you? Why?
Mrs. Butler. She was the first teacher to notice my writing skills and go around bragging about them. That really gave my confidence a well-needed boost. OH! Or maybe Mrs. Rubenstein. She let me sing everywhere (well, not as much as Shar, obviously) with all the special ensembles and encouraged me to do the solos when I didn't want to.
4) How many times in the past month have you gotten high?
Becky, you are truly evil! In the past month. Okay. Let me try to remember... 7 or 8, I think...
5) If you could trade places with anyone in the world for the rest of your life, who would it be and why?
Bill Gates. He has the most money without being hounded by the press. That's living.
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current mood: optimistic